Is it over yet?

Have to say that last week was a ride. After wanting to commit diet-suicide on Sunday (no weight loss), I binged on cookies. Yeah, they were sugar-free (still haven't eaten a bite of food that's not on my diet plan), but I ate 2 servings instead of one. Tried to rebound on Monday, but I felt heavy all day (Oh, come on! Those cookies were wafer thin!!). It was as if I could feel the earth's gravitational force pulling on me. Forced myself to workout anyway. That's what you're supposed to do, right? But with every repitition of every exrcise, I was on the verge of tears and just wanted to stop.

You'd think Tuesday would be a better day... not so much. Got up and got ready for work as usual. No big deal. Drove about a mile, noticed I forgot my phone. Drove back to the house... phone was in my pocket. Grrrrr. Got back in the car, drove about a mile...where's my badge?? Drove back to the house. Grabbed my badge and drove to work. Got out of the car, grabbed my gallon jug of water..... drove back to the house. You gussed it. I was wet. And, it wasn't just a little spot or two that would dry by the time I got into the office. I was soaking wet from about the belly button down! One leg! And I'm not talking just a little bit, I was wet right down to the panties. Now, not only did I drive home clothes wet from the waist down, I was also in tears. Good heavens (I told myself), it's just a little water what is the problem..... (the whole event was funny, but not until after lunch!) I made it back to work and finished the day rather uneventfully, except I had an appointment later that day. Yeah, missed that too.

Wednesday had to be a better day, right? I survived the drive to work (and only took one trip). It was my regular routine, but by the time I made it to the office, I wasn't feeling so well. Took an trip to the ladies room, only to find that my friend FLO(W) decided to join me.... A WEEK EARLY, nonetheless. NO WONDER I WAS WALKING AROUND LIKEA BLUBBERING PSYCHO!

This week started off a bit better. Lost 5 lbs. at weigh-in. Hopefully that's a sign of good things to come. Hope everyone is doing well! HEY!! Where was everyone today? Only two of us showed for the meeting!